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♥ Monday, December 28, 2009

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dunno y... now when i see him so close with other gals i still feel sad... jealous.. and.. how to say that? just v unhappy.. i shouldn't be. I really wan to ask god, how can i let him know how much i loved him before? if only there is a time machine, i would like to travel back to 11th october 2002.

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12:08 AM

♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009

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I think lets go our own way of life... we have different mind sets... it hard to move on... i really hope u understand.. i know u lost ur father but that doesn't mean i cant angry with u!! we still need to move on and not saying things like: "dun be like this... u should know my father just passed away.." i know u r sad. am i not sad? u say i nv listen to u... wat abt u? u did listen to me? u ask urself. if we cant communicate, I'M SORRY, LET BREAK UP.

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1:33 AM

♥ Saturday, December 19, 2009

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Today, i met into him. What i did is just smile at him and thats it. Because i keep telling myself that i dun wan to have anything to do with him... it only hurt me more. I had enough. Hurt two times is more than enough... What i can do is just take a quick glance at him...

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3:04 AM

♥ Monday, October 26, 2009

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I dun wan to end all this in this way... but y u driving me to make a harsh decision? I dun wan to see u right now... and i dun wan piano anymore. all the things u doing now is making me going further from u... pls.. stop it.. I am v stress... I cant love someone when i dun even know wat i am doing... u always wan to do all this last min thing... cant u tell it too late? If u love me u should let me go... so i can figure out wat excactly wat i really wan...

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1:21 AM

♥ Sunday, October 25, 2009

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I was wondering why u nv reply me?? so sad... remember that we said to each other that we are not going to fall in love in each other.. but now? i also dunno wat is the feeling of loving someone already. I know ur school work is v difficult now and stress... what i wan to do is not to giving u anymore stress but wan u to relax and happy when u see me... understand? But i know u can cope with the school work ya? And i also hope that the promise u gave me will come true: play piano for me one day.

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1:28 PM

♥ Saturday, October 24, 2009

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Went to best denki today and saw a piano only $550! Lawrence and me decided to share half the cost to buy... but in the end i think i dun wan anymore... cos he say his friend always say him he always spend too much money on me... make him no money for himself... i feel stressed.. i hate the way his collegue looked at me sometimes. I wan the piano! but i dun wan him to pay for me half already... wat to do??

Today chatted with him on msn, wondering why he nv say anything to me? I guess i will always remember his heartbeat when i lay in his hug. The heartbeat so fast until like crazy... hahas... cos he say he is nervous. While he hugging, he said: i wish i can hold u forever like this. I am damn touched. No one said to me like this. The sound of the sea waves and sea breezes is making me so peaceful... I wished i could too... no one knows it. Only the stars and the sea knows it.

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2:23 AM

♥ Thursday, October 22, 2009

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went to this nice irish cafe pub to have my favourite speghetti - prawn aglio olio =D

yum~

the small lamp is also v romantic as well...

simply love it~

i wan to go again!

hope i can be the next and the last one

u know it

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3:12 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 21, 2009

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wat a tiring job i have found~ so many full shift! siao. finally tml off~ i wan to sleep at hm whole day! hahahahas~ lately i think i found himx... ~_~ am i a bitch? i think i am. i sry that i am. i dun wan also. i think that is wat i call chemistry. nth can describe that feeling. feel like we can talk abt everything and everything we talk abt is so interesting. i think love is the most complex thing i know in this world. yet can be simple also. love means love. dun love? bye bye to each other. but if put onto a complicated person, become complicated. btw everything is still too early to say. right?

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12:41 AM

♥ Friday, October 02, 2009

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sian ar sian ar. tml need to work again. always can see some tai tai so good. so free can come out with their children go shopping and go high tea... if richer, got maid behind following. so good, wan to work anot also can. if me of cos wan to work, but at least can take my own sweet time to look for a nice job haha. haix... wanna to have my own house lor... enjoy my peaceful life. . . actually i think i v funny, i already think abt how my wedding going to be like. like where is going to held? the sequence of the day? order catering or banquet.. wat is the theme... wheather to take the vow on the spot or not? the deco everything.. hahas... and of cos my bride maid is who also in my mind liao haha... just lack of money and the groom. arh i wan to get married and have my own house lar! who wan to marry me? haha! =p cannot blame me larx i like to imagine things.

ok anyway... i am off this sat!!! yeah... i wan to go swim!!! dunno who free to pei me go... brought a new goggles some time ago nv use yet... =) going to 2 am. still early lar haha. opps. gd night to all!

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1:43 AM

♥ Thursday, October 01, 2009

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While i am writing this post, i am enjoying my mac spicy!!! yum yum~ =p today whole day nv eat damn hungry! Today damn pissed off lor, met some stupid customers again! This customer wan to find a swimsuit which is plain, means she dun wan any pattern, yet wan to be unique! lol. i cut one hole for u lor wan anot? or 2 hole lar just nice for ur nei nei. zzz... some of my collegue also lor, dunno i got own them money anot? give me a damn stupid, fucking attitude! Dun like me say lar i v straight forward de. Da bu liao quit lor! i also wont die. left me alone there fold the clothes in the wagon. Got saw me there alone folding also act like nv see sit down there and chit chat. can u imagine my feeling? so many clothes to fold yet u can see ur collegue sit down so COMFORTABLE and CHIT CHAT!!! WTF!!! Feel like give them one tight slap each fly to jb. arg!!

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12:24 AM

♥ Sunday, September 27, 2009

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Today also... he nv reply me... haix... dunno he is playing his dota again or wat... he is avoiding me? really need to stay so far away from me? haix... Sometimes i wondering wat am i to him is his heart? Did i come to his mind occasionally? will he even say hi to me if he met me on the street? But i know i will nv get to know the answer... never. There is one saying that is really true... in a relationship, the parting itself is not the most painful... it is the memory that keep u stay at the same place and think that u can go back, it the most heart-breaking.

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12:35 AM

♥ Friday, September 25, 2009

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Hmmm... abit dun like my job liao lorx... =x sian... my collegue there like nv bond with me one so meaningless... they talk among themselves nv invite me in the conversation... instead the other promoter is better lol!! but also cannot chit chat so long lor or else get scolding again... still feel that work at pet lover that time is better... talk cock until customers nv serve also can ar hahaha... all my collegues bonding damn good... sister brother liao... haha... remember me jason and cindy can laugh for 20 mins straight non-stop. stomach is cramp until dunno like wat... think my jaw also going to drop lol... miss them lor!!! Remember cindy said talking is ok de... dun talk scare got bad breath lorx.. haha... but the work there also tired lar... mentally tired... whenever need to work morning on tues and sat, mood will v low cos need to change the small animal bedding... zzz... damn lots! the bedding is one big bag de lei! den tues also need to pack the damaged items and items need to transfer one... paper work is also piling up and need to complete by every friday... but doing all this really can feel that u r good at something already... when u teach the new comers is v shiok also haha... =D Today went to dear dear house again... b4 that go eat the mega macspicy!! Damn hot... >_<

Hope i can go back to pet lovers again lorx.. haix... think if i change job again my mum is going to kill me!!! If can i wan go back to northpoint outlet... =)

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2:06 AM

♥ Friday, September 18, 2009

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Just started my new job recently... it was a bit boring... lol... den suddenly can become v busy de... sian... some more have to wear full uniform... lol... a track pants and a sports wear top. Alot if things still dunno. Hmmm... still miss the days i work with pets hehe. =p

Anyway, today went to dear house (well almost every thursday), spent whole day there sian... eat and lie down and get fat! =( everyday sleep so late. haix... i think my body is going to spoilt lol. Sometime wondering why some ppl kept the true feeling to themselves? Because if u dun, zero chance. I cant bear to see the happiness slip passed by beside u and u dun grab it. Are u going to regret the rest of ur life? Thats really silly. If u do say it, i think the outcome must be v different.

Heart really pain... Hated being avoided by others. Why not just come to my face and say " hey lets dun contact each other because i dun like u. " something like that. Yup that will piss me off but better den waiting for reply like a idiot...

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2:27 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009

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i suddenly realise that we nv taken a photo together... wat a regret... sometimes i wonder i couldn't let go is it because there is too much regret that i dun wan to end it... by the way.. did we ended? i dunno... sometimes i really hated him to be a coward... sigh~ i think i am too subborn isn't it? i remember that he said he liked me because i am v cheerful, always laughing. but he is the one who took away my laughter for the next two yrs. Now, i also wonder why my bf like despite my bad temper... i dun think any guy can stand it ba haha...

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1:58 AM

♥ Sunday, September 13, 2009

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Been told to forget him but hey! not so easy ok... i think dunno which god make me so suay... whenever i dun wan to see him i will saw him at my house near by... Zzz... I think the only way is to go bang my head and lose my memory... or hyphotize me... (dunno spell wrong anot sorry.) i think those are the effective way lorx lol. but i think the first one is dangerous and may recover the memory lor... not so stupid... heart transplant? @_@ arh~ feel so so so soooooooooo tired from getting him from my head. >_<

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1:33 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 08, 2009

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I think i am the one who hurting me is myself. Being expecting too high from ppl ard me... my relationship, my friends and my job. Say until relationship, make me think of one song... it says... why the relationship is v simple when we r young? It true. Everything is messed up because of me. Yet i dunno how to wrap up everything n start all over again. Pathetic. Sigh~ Am i too honest or wat? I always thinking if that time i say no wat will happen after that? Everything go smoothly? I know u dun wan to be a third party... thats why you keep a far distance away from me... just wan to tell u... althought we have parted for many yrs, but i dunno why u still able to sway my mood so so so easily. u can make me nervous like hell, heart pounding like crazy. Every word u said, everything u did, it already like a tree, have roots holding the earth v firm and unable to removed easily. And if u removed it, it will leave a big hole there. I know u wont look at this blog. Because i know u. I know the thing i said here will hurt someone else. But this is wat in my heart. I wan to say it loud.

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2:36 AM

♥ Saturday, September 05, 2009

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back to blogging... Finally tml can go out with dear cos he take half day leave... WEEEEeeee~~~ =D Hope my new hamster can adapt to my environment... he still scare of me =( dun be scare
ru tan(stew egg) Love u~ Look forward to tml...

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2:59 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 02, 2009

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Been thinking y my life ended up like this? Haix... unable to find a job that i like... i think i really stupid to give up a job i like for a better pay but i still end up quitting that job cos not suitable for me. So... ended up no money... sometime feeling so empty inside me. Feels like my life is so meaningless. No one remember me. Feel that everyone close with me before is drifting away from me. No one is there for me anymore. While i here for them. I know ppl out there might say that i am thinking too much. Maybe i am... i just wan to write down my feeling now. I just cant stand ppl starting to forget me... haix... i just wanna say to my dear... u make me afraid of my future. Can u think for two of us...? a good life is to be created by us. not me alone. U told me to changed. I tried v v hard. I think i am a burden to u. Yet, u dun wan me to leave. Wat u wan me to do? Do u think wat u are doing now is enough for our future? The selfish one is u! Because u only think for ur yrself. not me. not our future. not our house. not our wedding. not our ring.

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3:21 PM

♥ Saturday, May 16, 2009

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Feeling v troubled now... =( a while a go got one guy ask for my phone number. Now we are friend friend lor sometimes we go out or sometimes he will use his car to fetch me to work place. Initially he pestering me and make me feel v fan but after he know i got bf he ok le. But he still will sms me or call me. Lawrence dun like it( i can understand his feeling lar ok) but i tell him we are only friend! How to say... i always have a feeling that lawrence and me is not going to end up together. To me, this world is v big. u will nv know who is the right guy until u try out. i dunno who have the same feeling as mine but this is wat i feel and lawrence will nv understand that. He make me feel like i commit a sin u know? Anyway, that guy, Jeffery, nv give me a bad feeling anymore, instead become a nice feeling like an easy going friend. i think i dun wan to lose a friend like this.

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10:28 PM

♥ Tuesday, November 04, 2008

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i wonder why u always can pretending nth happened? the question i asked u haven't ansewered and yet u can sms me wat am i going now? WHY!? U always dun give me the answer i wan. U know wat is going on? I cant stand it. I wont forget the face when u said that in the mrt. It like laughing at me. It telling me that u are doing it purposely. Suddenly u feel that u are very scary. not the man i know in the beginning. Are u changed? or i changed? I am really really very disappointed in YOU.

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10:07 PM

♥ Sunday, November 02, 2008

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WTF lor. Really dunno wat my mum thinking... always cannot shut up. I know every mum care about their children but this is not the way ok! This only adds on our gap... sometime we just wan to come home and have a piece of mind but always scold here scold there and then we quarrel again. Always end up like that. Home is where we can rest and relax, but she always make me feel so afraid to go hm. She always say we dun like to stay at hm say wan to sell the house. lol. we already grow up of cos need to go out wat. like we little kids wan to stay at home meh?! Den i still haven find job den say we eat their food and use their water electricity for free. I was thinking "Hey! this isn't wat a home should be? Y always need to be so calculative?" I nv take a single cents from them since i graduated u know. Even i really broke until can no money to take bus also nv take from them. i already v good le. Always say we bully her let her do so many housework. but she is housewife wat! dun do housework den do wat? we help her den she will say better dun touch cos we dunno how to do. LOL! Looks like to her only who give her money is useful to her. Like me and my second bro no money to give is useless de. Always ask me why i dun wan to leave home why stay here so thick skin. wat she say is really very wat. Even she is for our own good but u think we dun wan to earn money meh? I also wan to save for my studies de lei. She nv let us feel her good but only let us hate her more. Cant she say in another kind of method? We really cant communicate already. I really wan to leave home.

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7:13 PM

♥ Monday, September 29, 2008

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Here are some recent photos we took... so long time we nv go out just 3 of us alone.

Yesterday went to my bf brother de wedding, so nice ^_^ and high class... but to me, my dream wedding is at botanic garden, with a warm sunlight and smoothing breeze... nice smell of grass and flowers. No need to wear until so high class, smart casual will do.. where all the guess is going to enjoy a nice high tea and cakes... gathering with ur frenz and laughters is all around. Well maybe u thinking that i think too much ba muawhaha~

the wedding couple is exchanging rings. it just beside the swimming pool...

guess wat is this??

tada! cute right?? it a couple chain we received at the banquet.

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2:44 PM

♥ Saturday, June 28, 2008

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8:39 PM

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bored man~ difficult to find job... haix... =( anyone intro me a gd job??? interview until sian... study is the best one no need to worry anything just study to get gd result can liao... find job still need to see the salary, location and the environment everything lor... or else u work also not happy... no point right... haix... cos this is not part time job or wat lei... i wan to find a job can work long term de lor... haix... must pray to god liao pray tat i can find a gd job... T_T

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6:32 PM

♥ Thursday, June 12, 2008

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respond to miao jing as well as others(haha =D): ai ya not i dun wan update my blog lor cos my life really bored -_- find job... go interview... repeating and repeating... haix.... boring boring... no work no money... i am broke le... still cant find job... so difficult.. take care everyone ^-^

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5:22 PM

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those cats is stray cats and they are so cute!! aw... i cant keep them... but those ham ham is mine.... hehe...

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5:18 PM

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really fun working with u all guys... take care ^-^

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5:12 PM

♥ Wednesday, May 14, 2008

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A while ago went to work at the florist at takashimaya... surprisingly met my primary school friend. One day we talked abt one of our primary school friend who pass away when we were sec 3... it really sad... thinking..when we are still playing around and enjoy our school life, she is suffering from lukemia(blood cancer). In just half a yr she passed away... Feel like blame all the god why let such a young gal die so young. she have a bright future. And my friend, who is a good friend to her said that 3 days before she pass on they chat on phone and talking abt future. Talking abt where to go for travel or do wat and what is their dreams (becos the doctor said the condition is good and if continue like this there is a high chance to recover.) My friend said she is extremely heart broken when she heard that she passed away... Because they chat abt wat to do together when they grow older so she felt being left behind... feeling that she nv kept her promise... After hearing wat she said... i think we should always treasure our life and wat we have. we nv know wat will happen...

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7:29 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 16, 2008

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woah so long nv update my blog le... sorry cos really a bit busy this couple of weeks.. busy finding job... T_T but i found it today! YeaH! It a small software company. the boss there also quite friendly(phew~ -.-) it quite relaxing when interview cos they are speaking chinese instead of standard english which other companys normally do. Speaking chinese is more relaxing to me. it a guy who interviewed me. they give me a application form to fill in and a MCQ! lol... it all abt accounts... i almost forgot wat i studied abt in my sec sch yrs already... so i trying my best to think the answer... headache... cos they are selling accounts software... no wonder... but i still managed to be selected... the guy who interviewed me nodded his head and say i very ok for their requirement so should be no problem. den he say still need to ask the boss... zzz... ok... so today i went to see the boss... the boss is a friendly auntie which happens to be the mother of that guy who interviewed me... omg... still need to ask mother... -_-''' next monday start work le better slack properly... haha...

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7:14 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 08, 2008

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nv update my blog for quite time le... nothing to update abt lor. haix... wat to say.. sometimes thing wont go the way u wan it. Even though it have the thing tat needs it. Just like algebra, a+b wont equal to c. it have it own law. but in my case it does not follow its law. I wont know the answer forever i think... haix... wat am i toking i also dunno. feeling like all my troubles and tears is in a very small bottles. feel so terrible. >_<>

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5:42 PM

♥ Friday, March 28, 2008

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went to east coast with them... tired tired... raining some more lor... haix... but overall it fun lar... hahax.. at least brightened up my spirit a bit..

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8:46 PM

♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008

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Stay at home day... boring.. i am so sad.. so fustrated... so disappointed. U make me cry and u still can ask me wat am i crying for.. i cried so hard.. so hard that i really dunno wat am i crying for also.. u like to view my blog and act nothing happened and nothing gonna happen. something had happened. But u nv try to understand why i cried. why i left. so u just think that i just nth to do huh right? i just a crazy woman to u right. Then why beg me? a crazy woman who has nth better to do to go back to u? Everyday i afraid to be alone.. cos i trying to hold back my tears everytime it cross my mind. i am so tired. i cant cried out loud. without a shoulder to lean on. a shoulder tat i wished to lean on.

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2:34 PM

♥ Friday, March 21, 2008

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going east coast tml... hope dun rain le... haix.. sian.. need a job... and u... T_T realise my life is walking in circle. Round and round... back to the same one..

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9:43 PM

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went out on sat to meet alex for the last time as he going to taiwan for 1 yr. well... take care and remember to bring some goodies come back for us ok... haha... went to vivo and ps.. had a great time... =D

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9:24 PM

♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008

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preparing our potatoes...

our result... zzz... disgusting... yucks... but it taste is still ok lor... qiuning! u say very nice de dunno why i cook become like this... T_T

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3:05 PM

♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008

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Dunno wat can i do now... i really dunno wat is he thinking... hope lawrence dun quit his job ok... dun quit becos of me. u like tat job so much. dun quit because of me: a selfish gal.. i really very bad i noe.. just becos i only wan to pursue my happiness den make a mess... like this. haix... i also not completely bear to let go but i noe, milson mind tat i have a bf. wat am i doing sia... i also dunno cos i also dunno milson appreciate wat i did for him anot. he also dun reply my sms.. my heart is like dropping from a cliff... it still dropping now.. haix... arg...

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4:03 PM

♥ Wednesday, March 12, 2008

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no mood to study for my exam already... sian... i am not angry with u ok... i changed le.. but frankly speaking i sometimes really tired with u.. when u at work qi shi very free wan also nv msg me for one whole day. always must wait until this kind of things happen den send so many msg. i really dunno wat guys are thinking. always wait until so late ler den know wat means the most to them. just like tat ben zhu. wait until 5yrs later den tell me i really treat him very gd in the past. know also no use right. seeing him i always got lot of things to tell him but i dunno where to start and wat to tell. he seems so near yet so far. like a star in the sky. it shining at u and u can see him. but u cant reach him. just when my heart is going to heal from 5yr ago yet u come and crush it again... haix..

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9:29 AM

♥ Monday, March 10, 2008

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dunno wat to say now... last night cry until my eyes from inner eyelid into single eyelid... hahas... this few days chatting with him on the msn i am really happy and seems tat he likes me(or maybe i think too much) then we sms each other. until one sms he wrote:" ru guo wo xian zai xiang jian ni, ni ke yi chu lai ma?" (if i wish to see u now could u come out?) so i sneak out abt at 1:40am just to meet him. i realise i cant forget him. it very unfair to lawrence i know so i decided to break with him. i been with him for 3 yrs. i dun wan to hurt him another one more yr or futher more. he deserve a better gal. Milson asked me do i have bf? i think for 3 sec then answer "yes" after tat night. he like nv reply my sms. i asked ying to help me ask wat he wanted and wat he thinking. he say he want nothing and he only sms me as a frenz, he said i think too much. Am i thinking to much?? i dunno... when ying forward his sms to me i am really really heartbroken. After i reached hm ying wan me to sms him do he have feelings for me? he reply me:"no. u should just treat ur bf gud." i just stare at the sms. i really speechless. is he telling the truth? but ying tell me he said different things to her. ying also got ask did he have feelings for me anot he at first replied "dunno" after den he say got little bit. i bursted into tears. crying non-stop. he is really so stupid. Right? i got alot of things to say to him. he dun wan to come in between my and lawrence i noe. i just wanted to tell him, i can give up for him. but i still dunno wat he thinking. Is he have feeling for me? i dun wan to miss this chance anymore.

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2:53 PM

♥ Thursday, March 06, 2008

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20 yrs old le... haix.. anyway thanks for my frenz for their wishes to me... nv online for quite a few days and saw many new msg in my tagboard so happy.. enjoy reading those.. i have no birthday present but alot if zhu fu is enough... while present fill up ur room but wishes fill up ur heart i think... i dunno wat to write now... holiday makes me into a aimless person.. everyday wake up dunno where to go or wat to do... so bored! but still wan to thanks who remembered my birthday...

i really appreaciated it. i'm not a very popular person in school since i started schooling. i know wat it taste like if someone ard u forget ur birthday. or no one remember ur birthday. although i will say nv mind in my mouth but deep down in my heart is really sad. i always envy those ppl who receive a surprise in their birthday. like when u get hm or go to school they will switch off the lights, give u a surprise and sing birthday song to u. i think if its me i will burst into tears. i dun have any wishes for my bdae... just hope all my loves one can stay by my side and nv leaves.

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5:48 PM

♥ Tuesday, February 26, 2008

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Going to graduate... =) but.. going to 20 yrs old.. T_T sian... i myself birthday still need to plan.. still need to ask who free who not free... sian liao lar... Anyway birthday only wat... hack care already. Everytime help my frenz plan their bdae think wat to buy for their present. Wan to give present also wan to ask them free anot cos they also might not free to spend the bdae with me also... sometime asking myself why i do all that and yet other might not do that for u also... they might even forget ur bdae. So why i making my life so difficult?? Haix... sometime u might not getting the hui bao u want... but.. haix... who tell them they are my friends? i nv give they might blame me.. Everytime buy present need to think wat they like also... walk ard the shopping mall.. or buy alot then make ourself. Just wan to hope they will understand our tots we put in the present. Hope everyone reading this... everytime u receive a present, dun just think abt the price or branded anot. Feel the tots they put in it.

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9:18 PM

♥ Monday, February 18, 2008

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how do everyone spent their Valentine's day? Mine is very simple. We went to watch movie, we watched Ah long pte Ltd... damn funny... =D Then meet ying n yitao for a seafood dinner! wa.. yum yum =p Spent abt $60 plus... =( but it all worth it lor cos it very nice and fresh. Then walk to PS and play arcade and back home... sian is tat Lawrence dunno wat a gals think... how i wish he can buy the flowers first and give me a surprise instead of asking me to choose... haix... suan le... i noe he will think tat scare the one he choose i will not like it but excuse me.. i will like any kind of flowers u buy de ok... ~_~ going to graduate le... so happy!! haas... but need to find job liao... T_T arg... dun tok further anymore... need to do my project. tata~

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3:46 PM

♥ Thursday, February 14, 2008

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wat the fuck lor... sick of seeing so many niao ren in my social circle. Especially those judge ppl by looks one. think they very good looking? nope. like shit. before u say ppl PLS look into the mirror first ok? Then some think they very big wor wat they say must listen to them. Rich so wat? Worst is hor even they rich but they look like from poor family cos its look so num nua. hair nv comb den look like shit. got money pls go zhen rong lar. OMG. Some ppl lei very good and cursing and accusing ppl without asking and jump to the conclusion. This kind of ppl really sucks. Asking the reason will die meh? Haven't ask anything den anyhow scold ppl. This is only thing u good at is it? nv treat ppl as friend den dun expect ppl to treat u as friend pls. Been friend only got a simple rule: treat them and give them all ur sincere and heart and u will treated at the same way. this simple thing also dunno pls go back and mian bi si guo ok. Den think all the things is right. fuck lar. Some niao ren is very noisy, feel like tell them to fuck off and shut up. u should know who i refering to. character so sucks den pls dun blame ppl for giving u a black face and diao u ok. wan blame den blame urself for ur fucking sucks character.

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12:54 PM

♥ Tuesday, February 05, 2008

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tml is 6th of feb... dunno y.. whenever this day is approaching, i sure will remember this day. no need reminder or wat. he still got a place in my mind... despite many yrs passed. i think got abt 4 yrs le ba... i think i am the sentimental type... everything he say to me will affect my heartbeat. i feel very guilty at the same time... i shouldn't have someone in mind when i am in a relationship. i really shouldn't... T_T i didn't expected tat he also remember... that really surprised me! i know... i know that if i go on like tat, this will be a nv ending story in my heart. to him maybe is nth, but i really happy tat he is not totally heartless. and he said he remember it cos i really treat him well when we together. Really?? i dunno... all i know is i think we met at a wrong time. becos i was really childish at tat time, i nv think properly for wat i did and deicide. And thing pass so quickly tat i had no time to react. all i can do is cry and heart breaking. It really really pain. I couldn't breath. He just throw a big bomb to me at left me alone at Mac. And after tat i passed a grieving 2 yrs. No one ever touched my heart so deeply after tat and nv cry so hard ever since. But i will treasure wat i have now. i dun wan to lose anyone impt again. including u.

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8:00 PM

♥ Monday, February 04, 2008

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today taught a lot of things... think tat when we finding our another half, is like finding a good book. Of cos a good book need a pleasant apperance so tat it can attract a interested reader to read the content of that book. if u really like tat book, no matter wat it cover turn into, u will still like tat book and treasure it. so it like if u really like a person, no matter wat he become, u will still treasure him or her.

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7:53 PM

♥ Sunday, February 03, 2008

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so long nv blog le... hahax.. nth to write.. cos everyday just wake up at 6am... sleep at 12am... damn tired... weekend finally can sleep all i wan... =) new yr coming... kinda look forward to it... i only look forward to it from few days before... sometimes feel tat i really got a weird classmate. sometime they are nice to u and sometimes they are nasty to u... confused... and i wanna tell victor tat i nv scold u before hor ok... if i did it i will admit it. i will NEVER NEVER scold someone asshole. wan to confront me go ahead. i have nth to afraid of. If unhappy with me just shoot dun tok cock behind of me. only those nosey ppl will tok behind of ppl. u can jus come and ask me:"u got scold victor asshole?" is that simple? i will just tell u the truth. the truth is no! i never did tat! ok? nobody in this world likes to be misunderstand. i am a straight-forward person so u can be straight-forward to me too. dun beat around the bushes. And i dun like ppl who judge ppl by looks ok. i'm fat so wat? i'm standing in ur way? but nvm... cos ur opinion is nth to me. think wat u wan to think i dun care. since u are nth to me but a irritating flies fly around me. >_<

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7:53 PM

♥ Sunday, January 27, 2008

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chinese new yr is coming again... sian... noisy guests and kids.. arg... but luckily got my fav red packets! wahaha.. my saviour... sian sia... really going to graduate soon le... so happy yet also feel sad... happy is tat i can leave this hellish ITE class... sad is tat i need to go work le.. T_T sian... no longer a student.... no more december holidays... no more uniform and gal's giggles... And i misses my secondary school canteen food! hope can go out and stay sia... everyday heard all the nagging... nag nag nag... arg...! scold scold scold... sometimes wish can silent her... come hm so tired liao hor den nag and nag... we face black black cannot also... she expect me to smile at her when she scolding is it?? arg... forget it... sleeping soon... tml got school and project... haix...

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11:39 PM

♥ Friday, January 11, 2008

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going to graduate soon... need to rush for final project le... haix.. so fast going to graduate... a big disicsion i need to make again... work or further study? T_T hope can study my favourite pastries and baking... but need $$ -_-.. ar.... i need money money.... lots of money... ><>

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7:15 PM

♥ Sunday, January 06, 2008

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boring man... school reopen tml... wanna faster graduate... T_T haiz... recently i really got alot of fan nao but dun wanna talk abt it here.. no money le really... thinking wan to sell neither my DS or cellphone... but dear dun let me sell cos he say he buy de... but i really no choicce right... or else u wan me to rob? to steal? i really admit tat i not good at manage my finance... haiz... always end up like this need to sell my things... sian... but there is no one to help me... T_T suddenly realise tat in this world there is no one who can really willing to help u and really can trust... the only one u can trust is urself. even ur family and friends... maybe u will take yrs to build up the relationship but it may also take a few mins to tear down the relationship completely... realise tat the person u lean on and share ur woes is already not the one u know in the beginning.. ppl will change... things change.. relationship will turn fade.. things wont goes on forever like this.... especially i dun like the word 'forever'. cos nth in this world is forever. NOTHING. not a single thing is forever. so i dun say words like forever or eternity. cos i dun wan give empty promises. i can love all the ppl ard me with all my heart and soul but not forever. i already look through.. we nv know wat will happen tml. we nv know when we will die. sometimes i think tat those who got terminal diseases is also a blessing. cos u know how much time u left and u can plan wat u wan to do before u die. u can meet up ppl u wan to meet the most. do the things u nv finished. And die without regret. even u cant do wat u wan... but at least u tried ur best. right? i know this is very long and no one might even read it but all this is my word frm my heart.

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1:42 PM

♥ Tuesday, January 01, 2008

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happy 2008!!! so fast a new yr is here... this would be my very important yr cos i am going to graduate!!! And i dunno if i going to poly or straight away to work... 20 yr old go work still abit early... but... i dun think i can make it to poly!!! at least i must got a dipolma... or.. learn my pastries and baking.. so i can make my dream come true! hmm... maybe work den earn and travel ard the world. And maybe i go slim down.. be an air stewardress... but no time for my bf and friends... haix... wat should i do?? haix... watever winds blows by...

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2:53 AM

♥ Sunday, December 30, 2007

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$5700.00

my dead body is worth $5700 =.=

144,932 People

how many ppl died on the exact day the day i was born.

thx florence for sharing those interesting websites ^^

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7:34 PM

♥ Tuesday, December 25, 2007

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feeling so terrible... fall sick since this morning... even vomited.. but nth to vomit lo cos nv eat. me this whole day only eat some spoonful of brown rice with bean spouts. no appetite. suai lo... fall sick during x'mas.. sorry my friends.. cos i keep pestering them to go sing k with me in the end i jus leave like tat cos i really not feeling well... and i dun wan to vomit in orchard rd =.= really feel so sick man... i just wan to crawl into my bed and rest. hate vomiting... made me feel more sick... some more holiday no clinic open... haiz... my gastric feeling so terrible... arg... i wan a healthy body... i wan go sing k... haix... i must go see doctor le...

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10:12 PM

♥ Monday, December 24, 2007

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dunnno y when i talk to him i always feel so fustrated. always tell me must know how to think but this is me right!? Yu Qiu is like tat de. she always like to think alot of things especially at night when everyone is asleep and all is quiet. This is also a time she getting fustrated with her bf. everything he does every words he said is just getting on her nerves. but the heart is in pain. She herself also dunno wat happen. She just feel very very fustrated. Everytime she hurt her bf she is also hurting herself...... i really dunno y. i really feel so fustrated. everything he does i just feel so fustrated. am i having an illness? everything happen jus over the phone. i also dunno wat i wan also. am i wanting a break up? but... i also dunno am i loving him right now so i cant answer this question. ><

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11:53 AM

♥ Sunday, December 23, 2007

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so fast christmas coming soon... another one yr passed and 2008 is coming. christmas going to tong again... tired sia... tat time at chalet there already half dead. nth to write... zzzz... oh.. yesterday went to bugis only buy one shoes and a small bag... nth liao... sian hor.. inside hot sia no mood... no figure to wear also. T_T i really wonder y hor some friends around me since sceondary school. always like to say wan diet diet diet on the mouth... but actually they are already slim enough liao lo... some time it really hurt ppl like us lei... cos u all so slim liao u all still say u all fat den us lei? super duper fat liao lo... right... haiz... i must go lose weight liao le... haix... but anyone can tie my gastric?

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1:14 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 19, 2007

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6:59 PM

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shuang tian zi zun 4 (NG version)

just 3 letter for this pic : LOL

burning away the left over charcoal.

me and yitao. look like my one teeth is missing. but actually it a small hole between my door teeth.

yitao and hui ying

zhi hao... =.=

ying bf, joshua.

ying... after successfully saved the sink.

our messy bed after a pillow fight. and yitao is doing weird exercise =.= lol

ying and her bf, joshua.

zhi hao... no one entertain him... he just play card alone in a corner. some more leg open so big omg. now den notice it...

wat a rotten basin. wash dish half way only flood like hell liao... den ying very clever. dun have plugger den use cup. =.= clever in a good way. viewers, u may teach this method to ur mother. if sinks flood and u happens to dun have plugger, use cup.

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6:13 PM

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Just came back from chalet... damn tired.. nv sleep at all except sleep a few stations in mrt. hahax.. recently got a link from florence its a blog of a model. really so pretty and nice figure. so jealous and envious. really pretty until i really like to look at her blog... her tummy is FLAT de lo.. her skin is fair and no matter wat angle the photo shoot her is pretty de. she is from thai yet look like korean. abit look like BoA and s.h.e's hebe. well if u wan to read her blog can click the link named 'nira' under the friends category.

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5:27 PM

♥ Monday, December 17, 2007

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erm.. holiday le finally... wish i got lots of money for me to spend thru out the holiday but i know its impossible. i wan to dye hair and trim my eye brow and buy lot of new clothees and shoes! my shoes got stolen T_T again. very the wat lo... cos tat shoes also going to spoilt le den still wan to steal. hai... yesterday morning wake up dunno y my eyes swollen. my inner eye lids already very invisible liao now swollen really like a alien. my upper eye lid den inner corner is swollen. press le some more very pain. sian... dunno got wat inside. later still swollen must see doctor le den need more $$.. haiz...><

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9:54 AM

♥ Tuesday, December 11, 2007

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erm the pic is quite small i dun think u all can see my face. i am at the extreme left and beside me is yitao. we only found out tat we actually at the same dancing class not long ago. ^-^ but my bone now very hard le cannot do all this T_T

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7:12 PM

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hahax this is my old passport photo. think it 4 yrs old. very a tu hor... haha...

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7:07 PM

♥ Thursday, December 06, 2007

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i know i shouldn't think of my past already but to me it seems like a sentence without a full stop. i always ask myself why i still thinking of that heartless chap rather than cherish the one i have now... the heartless chap is really so heartless when he break with me it make me wonder did he ever loved me before. the current one is so understanding to me althought our relationship it looking like a tasteless colourless plain water. my friends always says: " whao he so good buy u a DS... he brought u a phone lei why u still not content??" i very content already but not content with the amount of time he spent with me. Something is missing in our relationship... i am very happy when i with him... he also very good to me... but... i dunno... haix... no one can give me the answer..

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12:51 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 05, 2007

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Last sat me and yitao meet milson go vivo. sian lo feel tat we are a miles a part... nth to talk abt as he also very quiet lor. Jeremy say he now become very solo. dunno real anot. i admit tat still got some feelings for him but this only can kept deep inside my heart. Like to see his smiles so hope tat he can smile more. Sian lor ask him go play basketball also dun wan. aiya... even i am single now also no use cos i dun wan to be heart broken another time. haix... i choose a simpler way for my relationship. i chosen to be loved rather to love someone else... haix.. Jeremy say i grow up le know how to think, i tell him all this is milson taught me. i really spent yrs to forget and let go. i really too stubborn tat time. Milson also really surprised tat i rmb his birthday. actually i rmb all my good frenz birthday not only him. except tat all the things he said to me i rmb it well. i still rmb he recommended me to listen S.H.E we ke qu dai. where we went on our first date and everything. And after we broke up the first song we listened together. haix.. dun talk abt it le.. > <

and very paiseh my classmate i nv do much for our project... anything i can help i will help.

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10:46 AM

♥ Monday, November 26, 2007

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haix now at my dear dear house nth to do... wait for him to come back form work. boring sia... just now watch doraemon's movie. it the new movie showing now wor... i think becos last year japan already show liao so now got ppl upload: http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseries?id=4802 hmmm... qutie sad lor... the dinosaur is so cute... no need to spend money go cinema le... haix... sian ar... i really wonder why my classmates dun like me lo... what i've done to them or done wrong?? luckily still got my two girlfriends in my class talk to me... i really try to change myself already... try not to be so straight forward try to smile alot not looking fierce and more friendly. anymore to change pls tell me... i dun wan to hate by others.

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11:01 AM

♥ Thursday, November 22, 2007

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yesterday got flag day... sian lor.. take the can walk here walk there... no one wan to donate also... haix... very headache sia... dunno wat to buy for dear for x'mas. he say no need to buy but he buy a big eeyore for me lei... no place to put liao lo... so big.. very boring lei... still got some time before holiday... haix... btw my phone cant send outgoing sms and call. so anyone wan to find me can tag me here or give me a call cos i can receive call.

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12:14 PM

♥ Wednesday, November 14, 2007

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my dear dear ar... tot u will buy ring for me hahax but too bad u buy a big eeyore for me... not i dun like la but think abt it also just useless put it in my room... at most just hug hug only lo... nvm... next yr de valentine's day can buy... ^^

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2:42 PM

♥ Thursday, November 01, 2007

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my hamster suddenly give birth to two babies!!! very shock lei cos i dun the female hanster is pregnanted. i tot she is just fatten cos the male is fat since i brought them home... now she back to normal size le... hees... so cute u know... hope tat the babies will grow up well...

x x x x x x x x x x x

very sianz u know cos Lawrence always knee pain as he always stand so long due to his job. Since then he dun wan to go out always wan me to go his house... i wan to go out with him... watch movie with him... go to beach and ride bicycle... walk around the streets... eat dinner... watever all the couples will do... but he will say he tired or his leg tired... it really pissed me off u know... i know he wan to save money but can do tat after i come out to work ba... arg!!!

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2:57 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 31, 2007

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yoz... yesterday dear brought me a very cute precious moment cash box... hees... although a rarely save money but cos it can lock by a key and number lock.. i always wan this kind of cash box. but it cost $45!! omg but dear still buy it cos he saw me like it so much... hahax... currently i still haven put in money but i transfer all the present dear gave me from another box... so i can lock it... hei hei... i will upload the photo this friday wor... haha...

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10:06 AM

♥ Monday, October 29, 2007

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Recently saw my friend de bf give her flower feel tat really a long time nv receive flower le... haix... dear ar.. u now not even give me a flower pedal liao le... last still got give me small present or wat. now lei? nth... i know u always buy handphone for me and pay for our meal but a gal really hope for a little surprise de... even a thing u make or a few dollar will do... i dun mind... haix... hope can go out with u soon...

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3:05 PM

♥ Saturday, October 27, 2007

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today went to vivo... damn it my leg is super pain wearing the high heels... next time better dun wear it i think... haix... i hate ppl say tat i'm cute actually cos i NOT! well i'm fat, normal looking not pretty at all... not so clever also... maybe i still childish in my action ba but pls dun say tat... i feel abit frightening. i dunno y always sometimes use soft tone and high tome in my toking but i not doing it purposely ok?!! i know my classmate dun like it i try to control it useing deeping tone already.. i only can be myself in front of my good friend and my dear... haix.. wish to be my own self u know? well i'm not attractive at all comparing to other gals so dunno y hairull have a crush on me lo... (FL0604V classmate dun be too shock, i keeping this in my heart for a long time cos he told me not to say it) tat time i have a problem in my relationship having a fight with lawrence... already very fan liao yet he tell me he like me for a long time liao in msn. it only add stress to me lo!!! ok then nvm cos it his freedom to like anyone. but i think tat he is very weird lei... got one time he sms me den suddenly nv reply liao le... den his character also very suck sometimes... omg~~ is like cant guess wat he thinking lo... being a friend also very tired like tat... haix... all the best to him ba... after all my dear is the best... only he can put up with my bad temper and unreasonable.... know me the best.. know wat i like to eat and wat i dun like... dunno will we marry anot but he is the one who make me wan to have our own house and own kids... happily ever after.. ^^

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9:46 PM

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8:17 PM

♥ Friday, October 26, 2007

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8:45 PM

♥ Thursday, October 25, 2007

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yeah!!! today finally thursday le... tonight can go dear house overnight... he so long nv take off le... finally got one new comer to take over him. Tomorrow can accompany him all day liao... haha... long time nv hug him le... ^-^ lalala~~~

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12:17 PM

♥ Tuesday, October 23, 2007

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Finally my dear dear getting off this friday... thursday night go his house overnight den friday maybe go out ba... wahahaha~~~ but need to wait for my parents to go out first den can go...think need to get a cab ba as they go out only 12 plus at night... haix... do my blog do until wan to go mad liao... arg!!! but hope thursday faster come... lalala~~~

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3:54 PM

♥ Thursday, October 18, 2007

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haix... last night went to mediacrop office there to see my so call "boss"(it the in-charge of the project actually), he say wan to check our work whether got mistake anot... acutally we do the patch work need to call the respondent de lor... (we work as surveyor) but we lazy nv call so anyhow write ;P hahax... den we kana scared by his phone two times, cos there very quiet den his phone suddenly ring so loud hor we two jump so high sia... hahax... den after tat meet dear dear eat supper for a while den go hm.. sian... if wan to meet him need to wait so late some more only for a while... T_T so long nv go out together... arg!!! =(

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12:32 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 17, 2007

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Haix... wonder Lawrence when can go out with me?? he have to work everyday full shift from 9.30am to 9.30pm.. 12 hr!! everyday!! not a single day off... his company suck man nv send one person to help him out.. wait for him to finish work wait until very tired. becos there very boring nth to do and no chair to sit. stand there wait for him from 6pm or 7pm wait until 9.30... T_T feel like crying le... so long time nv go out with him and watch movie.. ahhh!!!!

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8:53 AM

♥ Tuesday, October 16, 2007

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Just watch finish summer snow.. so sad... made me cry so much... natsuo kept his promise to watch summer snow with yuki.. even though he is dead.

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1:46 PM

♥ Monday, October 15, 2007

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Currently i watching a japanese drama tat was so nice and touching... it abt a girl who have heart problem and a guy. the ending is very special lo... u should go watch... the acting is also very good! only have 11 esp. really very nice!! if u nv cry hor u really not human lor... haha

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseries?id=484

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1:03 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 03, 2007

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sometimes think tat we together so long liao a bit wu liao le... nth to discover abt each other... we too understand each other.... or maybe like other ppl say: u will nv ever understand a person heart completely. haix... he sometimes forgot to sms me the whole day... not a single one lo... sian right? school going to reopen liao... result dunno can make it anot... T_T

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4:10 PM

♥ Sunday, September 16, 2007

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Hmmm... how to say?? just now went to see miao jing's blog knowing that she linked me liao but nv tell me b4 lei... first of all... maybe my ITE friends think tat i am a weirdo ba... but actually i really have the heart to make friends with them de... only tat i sometime really very bad tempered. my good friends all know de... but also very easy to forget. cos got one time i angry with miao so my face very black lo... but after a while feel tat why i angry huh?? den start to regret liao... so faster help her buy drinks to show her tat im not angry with my action. i not the type tat will say thank u or sorry de ren... i wan to say really but cant say out of my mouth. dunno y... so i always say it with my action... dear friends out there... pls do understand me... sorry tat maybe i somethime angry with u all and lose temper.. but actually i very easy to forget de... so dun take it to heart. cos i really very tired to worry u all got angry anot?? is it not going to make friends with me??

if one day this happens, and i buying u drinks, it means tat i saying sorry.

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12:19 PM

♥ Wednesday, September 12, 2007

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Realised tat so many friends support me. Realised tat i'm not alone. With all the caring tat my friends gave, the negative attitude tat they gave me is really nothing . Don't know why whenever i lying in bed at night feel so vexed u know... waiting for my dear to call me. but always talk not more den 15 mins den hang up le... cant him heard me sadness in my goodbye? tat blur sotong... do u understand??? tml exam le... dunno can do well anot. one more thing... hope tat Alan stop giving me wrong signal le ok... stop saying tat i'm cute or watever.. arg!!! i hate a guy who is not serious with me mess up my life...

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4:24 PM

♥ Monday, September 10, 2007

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Really appreciate the word tat jessica and florence gave me... so GAN DONG!!! i know i will always have a group of friends behind my back and support me... thanks... too bad florence nv got selected my the xiao hua xiao cao... and the hamster tat janice gave me hor really like pig lei... the food so fast finish, got honey stick also not enough.. my money going to eat finish liao lo... haha... but nvm they are really so cute!!! i will post their pic soon.....

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6:06 PM

♥ Thursday, September 06, 2007

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wat a boring day... 3 days nv go school le.. haha. exam coming soon... haiz. but tat means holiday coming soon too!!! wahahaha~~~ nth to write today actually... but sometimes really miss the secondary school days... so happy... so nice... sometime also feel tat something is missing in my relationship... many of u know tat when we in love we will have our heart racing and blushed face and unexplained sweetness in ur heart.... i think we short if tat... happy is happy... but.. i really dunno wat to say.. i looking for tat kind of feeling...

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4:47 PM

♥ Monday, September 03, 2007

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finally straighten out my thoughts le...feel tat no need to care much about them. i jus do my own work... i told my self i had to believe in myself. haix... so boring... now in school blogging.. going to holiday soon le... jus now go see angela de blog and know she delievered the baby le!!! so cute! but there still a long way to go to teach the kids. guess not long after can see angela holding the cane le... haha... jus joking... today so happy! cos can go eat swensen with my dear... wahahaha~~ hope school can finish asap. take care everyone!

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8:53 AM

♥ Thursday, August 16, 2007

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wat the fuck.... i wonder if there a problem with my personality anot lo... seems that my classmate dislike me. we are having a project now n it a group work... actually i will be group with miao jing and qiu ning de... but later on miao jing join boys' group. left me n qiu ning dying. den han qiang try to so call psycho qiu ning to join other group. i not a fool man.. i dunno y they dislike me so much? i know wat they are saying behind my back... i know... they treat me like a fool... i really feel like tell them to ask my good frenz wat i am to them... sian de lo.. they dun understand me at all!! they have no right to have prejudges against me! study so many years really the first time met these kind of classmate. they really dun understand me... u all think wat kind of person to u?? u can tell them pls... am i weird? am i really bad tempered?? they say i stare them but actually cos my eyes is inner eyelid so look fierce ma... alot of ppl say i look fierce but they dun understand so they say i diao them... very fuck right! i feel like quitting school lo but feel wasted... wat should i do????

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♥ Thursday, August 02, 2007

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this is my ham ham!! so cute... and fat!

my aunt's cat... very dao lei...

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another dog name bernard. u know wat he is doing in this pic? actually he is in front of my uncle asking for food lo... lol... my uncle dun wan to give cos bernard will nv full and keep on eating and eating. u nv give him food he stare at u and bark. dots... is he a pig?

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this is my aunt's dog. so cute and obedient. his name is puffy.

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10:28 AM

♥ Monday, July 30, 2007

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last sunday we went to queue up for s.h.e autograph... wake up so ealy lei... luckily managed to get it and shake hand with them!! 3 of them!!! wahaha... so happy wor.. but cant take pic with them T_T . but ok le ba since i can see them right in front of me. pic below is hebe. difficult to take pic cos alot of ppl in front of them block my view. arg!!!

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hebe

wahaha... i got the s.h.e autograph le!! hehe...

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11:21 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 25, 2007

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taken at esculator

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tat is me and florence when in sec 5. so long ago omg!!

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me, huiying and yitao. ^^

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♥ Monday, July 23, 2007

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wahaha... guess whose hand is this?? hehe... so funny... taken at esplanade while go watch fireworks.

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♥ Sunday, July 15, 2007

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si lawrence if u r reading this hor... pls open up ur eyes and read properly k. i really feel tired in this relationship u know... u got see couple one walk in front one walk behind de meh? he will nv come and hold ur hand initially... always i'm the one who doing it. forget it le... if need his gf to remind him hor den wats the point?? some more the psp put a gal pic. i deleted le still put again... wat is he thinking?? i really dunno... last friday, we plan to watch movie. den i say wan to watch my wife is a gangster. he say no! in a very irritating tone... den i ask him wat he wan to watch? den he say wan to watch transformers. OMG!!!! he watch liao lo... some more he go watch the premier u know? i jus simply blew off my top liao.. i cant stand him... i wan to watch wat i wan to watch he say cannot. den wan to watch the one which he watch b4... wat the hell! feel like breaking up with him le... feel very fustrated liao... ahh!!!!!!

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♥ Friday, July 06, 2007

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i been working for the pass 2 days and it so tiring!!! the job is just giving away free coke to he public. seem so easy but work long liao will become dizzy and tiring. somemore it outdoor so it quite warm. well just for the 70 dollars so bear with it lo... the guy working with us so funny lo... like selling durian lei... keep on shouting:"free coke light!" i wonder did u heard tat recently?? school going to reopen le... wish tat i faster graduate lo... pls~~~ so suay... this few days i been down with flu... feel so feverish... hai...

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♥ Monday, July 02, 2007

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wahahaha~~~ today i went to kbox... mic almost nv leave my hand.. hehe.. hope my frenz wont mind ok? i like to sing but dun sing well lo.. And you know, ah ken hor look so si wen also got smoke abit wor... i kind of shock u know... look so kuai kuai kia lo.. hope all my frenz to be smoke free la... smoking is very harmful to ur body u know?!! hai... so boring lo... holiday... but go to school also very sian you know. my ite frenz hor i really dunno wat to say la.. they seem to dislike me... i dun like the feeling to be with them. They seems like whispering among themself.. made me feel left out... the topic they chat i also not interested... always hurting me by saying sacarstic word.. i know i'm fat but pls dunno call me hippo k. U know those words is hurting me so bad althought i know they are kidding... but they are over the limit le... i feel like killing them sometimes.. pls~~~~ i wan to finish my ite asap! i dun wan to see them.....

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♥ Friday, June 29, 2007

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wa.. today go eat steamboat until full full lei.. haha~~ i went with yitao huiying and joshua.. joshua we just meet few days ago only and he quite friendly la.. huiying knew him in audition. Hehe.. i wonder he wan to woo huiying ma... haha... he like very shy lei.. only got one gf b4(omg! it rare for guy nowadays!) hmm... he not bad la i think... so huiying, u can consider it lo.. haha... well, we going to kbox next monday so i will take some picture to upload here hehe...

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♥ Sunday, June 24, 2007

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i think i wont trust anyone around me anymore... but i wont question her. i dunno she backstabbed me purposely or wat but i wont talk anyhow to her liao... cos i dun wanna lose our friendship just like tat... maybe i misunderstand her or wat but i wont question her... i so disappointed in her lo... she is the one who only know cos i told her one person only.. so she nust be the one who spill the beans. sian lo... my best friend also like tat... who to trust?

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9:55 PM

♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007

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arh~ so bored... after holiday still got exam.. sian lo... internet also nth to look ard. tml got a gathering but dunno florence and xueli will go ma... they nv go also sian lo... no one accompany me.. so many ppl around me is getting married and have babies at young age. feel like getting married too but no money. haha...

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♥ Monday, June 18, 2007

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finally holiday is here... today me and yitao went to fort canning park... haha... so nice and alot of thing to look at. the battle box is quite eerie wor... dark and old looking. inside got a wax model and scare yitao two times... haha... so tiring today. den we walked from the park to clark quay. we went to central. there got alot of new shop open wor... got a tweety shop over there... so cute! The shirt is nice and is having sales lo... i want to buy!!!! T_T but the salary is not out yet... tat si cmpany faster give money la... 2 month liao lei... hai...

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